Breakdown by 8 a.m.

POS OPK this morning. Called dr's office but they don't open until 9.

Then the caseworker who was supposed to come by this morning for a quick check of the boys, calls to schedule an emergency meeting. Nobody in the family wants the boys but the great-grandmother wants to have a relationship with us so she can see them. We tried this before, she over stepped her boundries *an understatement* and it did NOT work.

We meet with the caseworker at 12 to discuss. It's going to be difficult since me and Mary are still at opposite ends of the adoption spectrum. I'm NO she's YES. UGH.

All this before 8 a.m. I think I'll go have a breakdown.